this is a shout-into-the-void, semi-anonymous, chronically chaotically "organized", indulget and unapologetic dumping ground of my exercises in expressing my fictosexuality. it may include indulgences I've made for fellow ficto friends

I am demi-aroace, gay, almost exclusively fictosexual man who, based on my general experience on the internet, is older than you. I don't wish to share my exact details, but to give you a ballpark, I am old enough to have used "summary cards" while watching pirated anime, have had a TI-99/4A in my childhood, made sites on the long-lost services Neocities emulates, and I prefer the "green on black" theme here because it reminds me of my youthful adventures programming and writing on DOS.

I do not say this as a pissing contest statement or as a challenge, but more of a gentle warning: My partner and I are the kinkiest people anyone knows in all of our social groups. Please keep that in mind if you choose to browse. I will warn all about but I am not responsible for what you may see or read if you choose to browse.

I have a few petboys, whom I maypost about occasionally. I am deeply in love with my real-world husband, and Lilia Vanrouge. Lilia is the primary focus of my attention most of the time as a result. yes, my husband is well aware of this facet of my identity.

DNI:

• Fictionkin (Non-fictionkin otherkin fine)
• Antis
• Underaged people
• anyone incapable of distinguishing fantasy from reality (My feelings are authentic, but I am well aware these characters are sadly not real.)
• people so angered by AI art that seeing it will make you burst into flames

the writing on this site is 100% my creation, with no aid from any other person nor any LLM tools, and I ask that you do not repost it. You are more than welcome to share links to it.

simple artwork on this site (icons, etc, such as the heart above) are fully my creations. I give full permission to use them for any purpose, and consider them cc0. You do not have to contact me for permission, nor credit me, unless you wish to.

complex artwork is, unless otherwise stated, AI generated. I rarely if ever will post a raw generation, i.e. touchups and inpainting are always done. I generally use controlnet as I hate the gacha of the parsars trying to understand what I mean. I do not condone AI artwork being used for commercial purposes; however, this is a personal site of pure hedonism and I make zero money on it. Arguably, I lose money, in fact, since all the time I spend tinkering with these things loses me time I could be spending on my actual work.

I am not super protective over these images, even though I have put a large amount of work into them, usually several hours after touching up et cetera. You may use them, but I ask that you:

• Fully disclose they are AI images with no implication otherwise. Even if I have poured time on them, a duck is still a duck.
• Link to my site, so people may see the writing that accompanies them. This is especially so if they contain myself in any way.
• Not use them for any profitable activities.

I'll move a lot of this chatter to an FAQ or something later after I finish setting up shop more, but I wanted to get it all on paper while the musings are fresh in my mind.

if you need to talk to me you know where to find me and if you don't know where to find me you don't need to talk to me.

if you somehow, in some way, discover my identity, I humbly ask you keep it to your fucking self. I have chosen not to reveal my identity for several reasons.